Dear Tuesday (2)

Today I am so angry at you. You ruined my life. I trusted you with everything I had and you know how hard that is for me. I beleived you when you said that we were partners. I believed you when you said we could get through anything together. I believed you when you said you would be with for me for always.

You lied and it hurts so bad. I want to scream at your face and show you that you are killing me. Tell you that I used to believe in soul mates, in marriage, and partnership. I used to believe in everything good in this life and then you did what you did. So now, I don't... and I can't stop thinking about it.

You left me to die. Alone. One day I hope you realize how wrong your actions are. Until then, I try to hold it together- not call you. You don't know how many times I have picked up that phone only to put it back down again after I remind myself that you want nothing to do with me right now. I hope you are sick and that your behavior is the result of clinical depression and bipolar. Because I refuse to believe that it's really you in there- being so cruel.

Emm

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